Becoming me.

I sit in awe and wonderment
of all the things unsaid
The days of pain of hurt
of wishing i was dead
All that time I wasted
in tears and in turmoil
All the times he planted
bad seeds in the soil
It all happened
to make me,me
It all happened
so I can live free
It taught me much
it gave me wisdom
Now I understand
What God wants in His kingdom