Deny truth

Thought of you creep into my mind like a plague
the more I deny what I feel, the more I see your face,
Dream of your sweet embrace.
Like ivy thoughts of you consume my mind
Till naught is left, but you smile so kind

Deny I must, but denial me kills
Deny I must because it's what you will
Your skin so soft, your scent so sweet
The kiss of a rose between thorns, thoughts of you greet
I can no more! my heart strains it's last strings
But a thought of you and my heart sings
The pain and pleasure, the loss of my mind
Yet thought of you is met with kind

Deny I must, but denial me kills
Deny I must because it's what you will

I deny I love you but I love you still
I deny I care but care I will

Viper and Soother! my greatest pain and joy
Why keep me bouncing like a child's toy?
Yet I know what was said, but actions conveyed
You say you love me not yet love has stayed

Deny I must, but deny I can no more
The love I have for you has poisoned me to my core.